Tracy Letts on Creative Work
I’ve been surprised by how some artists have reacted to this past year of institutional shutdowns and isolation. Like many of us, I first thought the forced isolation would bring productivity; I would finally read some books that had been collecting dust, learn more music, compose at break neck speed. Instead, I found it near impossible to work on anything remotely creative. In a way, many people in the arts have kept this sort of nihilism under wraps. But today in the New York Times, the playwright and actor Tracy Letts summed up my feelings about the past year (in creative terms) better than almost anyone else has…
NY TIMES: What’s one thing you made this year?
TRACY LETTS: “I’ve made nothing. On four separate occasions, I arranged my schedule with [my wife] Carrie so I could have six uninterrupted hours a day to write. All four times, I emerged from my office after two or three weeks, rattled, defeated, feeling lousy about myself. My wife finally said, “Here’s what you have to do: read books, watch movies, cook dinner and take care of our boy.” That is what I’ve done. And while my family is my focus and my joy, from a creative standpoint, this year for me has been a dust storm. I’m normally involved in a number of creative endeavors, in different forms, but the theater is my lifeblood and I don’t know who I am without it. The plug getting pulled on “The Minutes” was truly devastating for me. I feel like a heel even saying that since so many people in this country and around the world are suffering as a result of this pandemic in ways I can’t even fathom. But it’s the simple truth. I can’t do the computer theater, it’s too depressing for me, and I’ve turned down a couple of on-camera jobs because I am just as scared of this virus as I was a year ago. Creatively, I’m lost. It’s why I’m doing this interview. I’m guessing there are some other artists who identify.”
- New York Times: 7 Questions, 75 Artists, 1 Very Bad Year